A part of me says, “Hey, I miss you, I still love you. Wish you were still here, staying with me.” But NO, I have to control what I feel. I have to be assertive at all times. I have to deny that I don’t want you in my life but I still do. I still do want you as my partner in life.
Yes. I admit, I really still want you. Still want you to hold my hand, continue what we had before. I still want you to be the man that will complete my dreams, the man who will fulfill my wishes. What we had is irreplaceable. What we had will always be treasured. What we had is perfect.
But it all ends with one mistake. That mistake that ruined everything. That mistake that changed my whole perception about you and it will really leave a big scar in my heart and in my mind.
Whatever happens in the future, I have to show the whole world that I am strong. strong enough to face every single day without you.
I don’t want you back. I don’t want to take risks anymore. It scares the hell out of me if I fall in love all over and over again with you.
But I still love you. Always have and always will. </3
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You might have been toying with the idea of breaking up for a while, but you’ll know it’s really time when you see these 10 signs:
1. All you do is fight. If you spend every moment together bickering and arguing and never seem to have a pleasant conversation, then it’s time to break up. You and your partner should have fun together and enjoy talking to each other, not spend all your time arguing.
2. You aren’t excited to see them. When you first start dating you’d get butterflies before you saw them. And now? If you’re not excited to see them or don’t get psyched to spend time together, then it’s a sign that there’s not much left in the relationship and it’s time to break up. Your partner should be the person in your life whom you are always excited to see.
3. You wonder what else is out there. If you’re starting to think about whom else might be out there for you, it’s a good sign that you should break up. If your relationship were solid, you wouldn’t even be thinking about being with anyone else, so the fact that your mind is wandering is a telltale sign that you’re done with the relationship.
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